
Photo by
Angelo PlessasNikola Tosic is an early member of
neen,
triathlete, supporter of
Tagbanger and great friend. He writes beautiful and radical poetry as you can read in his book of 1000 poems,
Nakitu Minayashi.
How has Neen affected your life?To answer that I first need to define what neen is and this has always been a difficult thing to do.
I do not care much about the whole art thing and selling of websites. I am not a career artist. If someone wants to see me in a show I think this is great and I will always do it gladly. If someone wants to write or talk about me this is again great. If someone wants to give me money for something I made this is very good. But this is not because I hope to sell more of something but because I enjoy communicating to people and meeting people (and I need money). Shows and books and such offer me a challenge to think of something new and an opportunity to meet interesting people, although the older I am the harder it is to meet interesting people, or at least my idea of which people are interesting is not related to art shows. Now that we are clear on the fact that I am not motivated by selling my art we can proceed to the next argument.
Neen, for me, is a lifestyle, a philosophy about everything. I do not relate it so much to Miltos and I think he agrees with this. Other people in neen, not that they are relevant to my impression or relationship to neen, might be making a mistake to always expect something from Miltos or someone. Maybe I am wrong but this is how it seems to me. Neen is just the way we are. Miltos is a very smart guy, he "cheated" the guys in NYC into making this whole show so he would do what he always wanted to do ever since he was born: to find people who are like him so he would not feel alone. And he did find us.
I think this is the essence of neen: finding similar people not to feel alone. It is one of the most remarkable adventures I have heard of. The way it started and the way we are connected makes it, for me, equal to the lunar landing.
I think we are all very similar. In some weird way. On some strange transcendental level. It has nothing to do with art. Miltos insists that I should be an artist (maybe to be more similar to him) but I do not agree with this. I insist I must do art but I am not an artist nor I think neen is a form of art. It is a way of being, how things are experienced, it is a filter for reality - or better yet - it is reality how we see it. If we were all schizophrenic we would all see the same hallucinations.
How can I, a jobless Serbian bum, be connected to a Japanese girl, a Dutch guy, a Greek gay couple and some crazy Americans (I love using national stereotypes since they are a good illustration for diversity) - it is neen. It connects people and allows us to share an attitude towards everything.
And neen is an attitude.
How did it affect my life?
I can never really estimate this. No one is so wise to analyze something like this. Maybe my life would be exactly the same and I would do the same things but I would not talk to these but some other people. I would not use the word neen but some other word. Or maybe not. I do not know. Maybe I would invent neen myself if Miltos haven't invented it before.
I have met very inspiring people and I hope I have inspired them too. I hope I will meet more people and communicate to them.
Neen is part of my life, it is a principle, an everlasting inspiration in everything I do. Even if I try to ignore it it is still there. It does not depend on anyone or anything. It was always part of me and will always be part of me.
It is not as dramatical as I might make it sound. Actually I see it more as digestion or color of my eyes rather than something full of glory and drama. It is just that I think not many people have it and they are not in loss in any way because of that. Just as I am in no loss that I do not have brown but blue eyes. It is not a super-power but something normal that we share.
Miltos discovered neen just as Columbus discovered America even though Indians were already there thousands of years before he arrived. We are Indians and Miltos is Columbus.
It has definitely been a very positive thing in my life and I will try to exploit as such for as long as I can.
I would like to see more people become part of it. Communicating with neen people is what truly makes me happy and is one of highlights of my life. That and a good pop song and some fresh blueberries. I am easy to please even though I never seem satisfied.